It takes me back to when the Dr. told us that Samuel had some concerning characteristics of being Down Syndrome. I felt like such a terrible Mom for the thoughts that ran through my head that afternoon. Wondering how different my life was going to be, wondering Why ME? Why US? I am not strong enough to handle this. Why did He pick me? My brother is Downs Syndrome, so I know first hand just how trying and challenging yet rewarding it can be to have a special needs child.
After reading this woman's story, I got it. I got that it's OK, to be sad, and it's ok to be confused and feel lost. I also got that they are a gift. The best unexpected gift you can receive. My brother is so loving, and so sweet, I couldn't imagine life without him.
You MUST read her story. Click HERE to read it.
Makes you really aprreciate everything in your life....including your children!
I was seriously tearing up just reading your post. You're right Jennie! Ryan is just a blessing to everyone he comes in contact with. What a special young man, with an incredible loving heart. So thankful ALL of your boys are strong and healthy. love you bunches ;)
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